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Artist: Bjork
Song: HyperBallad
Album: Post

Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EnZzE89Qn7w

It is Monday morning. This morning, I wake up and write. My wife is in the other room sleeping. It is not every morning that I make it to my desk to write. As I start this day off focusing on my art practice I can feel small pangs of guilt and doubt creep in, “what about all those other mornings I didn’t wake up and write.” I tell myself, “you won’t wake up every morning and write, so why do it today.” I meet these corrosive thoughts with my new commitment to grow my artistic practice without punishment and self-torture.

I listen to Bjork’s Hyperballad several times this morning. It is playing on a YouTube video somewhere behind this word document holding my words to the front of the screen. Bjork is one of my favorite artists. Whenever I drift away from my writing practice, I listen to her song Hyperballad. It is part of my journey towards recommitting.

Bjork begins the song by setting the scene. She wakes up every morning, walks to the edge of a mountain, and throws small metal objects from the top. From listening to Bjork’s music or the interviews with the worldwide network of musicians who respect her work, I know that Bjork is obsessed with sound. From the top of the mountain, she watches each object fall to the bottom and listens to the sounds they make as they crash. No doubt, this exploration of sound is her morning art practice.

Bjork goes on to sing, “I go through all of this before you wake up, so I can feel happier to be safe again with you.” These lyrics remind me of the importance of my writing practice. It is my process of throwing words around, and listening to the crashes they make, that allows me the peace and clarity to approach the rest of my day.
 
 
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Generation X

This track is my remix of Malcolm X's "Ballot or the Bullet" speech . . .

It’s not about separation, segregation or they integration,
it’s about us participating in our own liberation.
We tired of waiting,
it’s time to build up this Afrikan nation
plus we lacking in patience.
Before we go back
to sitting on the back of your bus
we’ll bust back at you
our crews is ready                            
for whatever means be necessary
keep your month of February.
We don’t need your 28 days
just to discuss your hate
your lies and your genocides
‘cause we got pride – 365.

 
 
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Manning Marable: Scholar, Activist, Historian, Community Organizer, Teacher, Lecturer, Mentor, Friend

"We all "live history" every day. But history is more than the construction of collective experiences, or the knowledge drawn from carefully catalogued artifacts from the past. History is also the architecture of a people's memory, framed by our shared rituals, traditions, and notions of common sense. It can be a ragged bundle of hopes, especially for those who have been relegated beyond society's brutal boundaries." Living Black History

When I first heard the news that Dr. Manning Marable passed away, my first thought was of his book Living Black History. This book has been foundational to my thinking about the awkward, yet necessary scholarly endeavor, of re-framing history. We each do this in our own lifetimes, re-visiting our pasts and shifting our perspectives to empower our present thoughts and behaviors. This is almost second nature to the Hip-Hop Generation. Like my homey Leilani (@leimatic) told me, "that was like three Leilani's ago," referring to her own ability to reinvent herself. We remix our names, identity to identity  like  Malcolm Little to to Detroit Red to Malcolm X to El-Hajj Malik El-Shabazz. Each part of ourselves that we claim, a step closer to claiming what BX emcee Intikana (@intikana_ who recently changed his name) refers to as our "infinite selves."